So I'm gotta explain some things

5:41 pm through some days my mood has changed a bit at times. Mainly due to this Jr. College thing. Yet it's not that really in fact I'd know it's just the first week. I feels calm there despite I'd feel weird there. But it's mainly because of this thing with driving. Including my dad saying of getting a permit next week. Including me having to read or speed read a bit a handbook online pages 19-90 where I'd read some a bit more from last night and today. Including did some sample tests for myself. That's why I've been stressed a bit. Including why I'd have not been drawing or even writing. Yet it's been getting better. I've decided to study a bit more. Also found out if your under 18(I'm 17 still till next month) you can only miss 8 questions whatever. Yet just......it's nervous getting into a car at times.

I'd at times insult myself yet it sounds crazy in my head saying, "Autistic people shouldn't drive cars". But yeah I've been feeling better. Thanks to my friend who I can text and talk to on here. Also at times I'd feel sad or happy talking to people on here. But now I'm alright. Including when I make jokes whatever. Also today I'd found out I can leave earlier(fro spelt that right) on every other Wed whatever and I'd mean it's not just 12 I'd mean when you sign out it means you leave. So it was mainly at 11 whatever. Picked up by my step grandpa in my nana's car because she was getting her toe checked because she broke it on her VK which I'd discovered last week. But she's alright she called me today and said she has some shoe or whatever holding her toe. I'd was here by myself for some time. It felt good.

Yet I'm alright so tomorrow is my mom's birthday. Even mentioned to my mom who's the birthday girl tomorrow when I'd went out to see the pizza that(fro spelt that right) ordered which was Me N Eds. Also that my dad is working with this guy, just I'd don't wanna drive at times. But I've gotten some experience. Yet just that's all. What else really I'm alright.

Including...I'd don't know what to do at times. This own thing of mine or I'd think it would be too big for me to even write something of it or I'd don't know. Yet.....still...baby Gems heh. In a sense....it be weird...or what else to write. But night staying up a bit feels alright.

What else just I'd don't know. Yet I'd wanted to talk about that. Hope that helps, also this whole hacker thing around but I'd don't know it was some journal. Yet yeah that's why I'd asked you if your parents or dad stresses you out at times. Even why I'd said I'd rather drink my worries away with a Coca Cola bottle from this Jr. College. Those vending machines are beautiful...or whatever heh.....

...other things I'd like that baby Gems idea it's cute. Yet other things, "Gem Warfare" is a bust. I'd don't know what to do. But also what else oh yeah.....I'd seriously get a smile or laugh from Jacksepticeye's comments videos seriously. 5:51 pm.